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Worthwhile?
02:40
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two decades, and then some
and then something to show for it
look, Dad, tell me it's worth it
swallowed all I can
now I'm caving in and calling it inspiration
am I pulling it off?
watch and learn
off-color regurgitation
output: put on a pedestal
still, doubting my merit remains ritual
let it be- this is embarrassingly rhetorical
feign admiration and grace me with a warm welcome
pretend to be impressed- get me to impostor syndrome
this cycle is something to call home
I'll sleep on the couch to feel less alone
anything to keep me from going back
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you say you're strong
you can't have long
and your future's gone- masturbated dry
you could have been something
but then you pumped the brakes
tomorrow is not a new day
you're underdeveloped
you're perpetually in orbit
still think we won't notice?
we watch and we mock
you pay homage to the dog
just embroider yourselves in white text
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I am Worn
03:26
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I can't be the one to blame
shuddering- don't tell me that it looks like rain
still, I reach out like I owe it to you
still, I reach out like any of this is new
I pay tribute to the strife that symmetry eschews
grin and bare
resent that I have to see this through
no one will be who I thought I knew
(still I try to hold on to:)
what have I to hold on to?
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SINxPUNISHMENT
SCULPTED HAND'S FINGER POINTED AT YOU//
JOSHUA //
TY //
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